الرسالة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة ~ Silent Emotion ~
انا مش بحب الأفلام أصلاً غير الهادفة ودي معدومة
فلم ايه؟
أني هسه هيجي .. ازيّن الجداول
فيلم مره حلو
باكبالهنا
أني هسه هيجي ..
Unseen tears fall as even now I truly can't show how I feel
I wonder why that is, that I can't just shout
And scream and say what my heart & soul wants to..
But I choose instead to withdraw into myself and
Pull on my well worn mask of positivity.
We go way back, my mask and I.
More years than I care to admit, even to myself.
So weathered now from overuse,
Thinned to the point of transparency
Yet molded perfectly to my face...
Its vast knowledge of every contour
Gathered from repeated visits to me.
My practiced smile looks so genuine,
Although that it is merely a well honed skill
Crafted to perfection to conceal.
Rarely are we separated.
Like an old friend dropping by,
It comforts me awhile...
But today that is short lived, superficial
"I am spent of tears, aching painfully from stifling heartfelt sobs.
Reaching out with unsteady, shaking hands,
I retrieve my mask from the floor. Holding my side
Like a broken doll, I lift it to my tear streaked face.
It glides as smoothly on as a second skin.
I am camouflaged again...
The familiar stranger's eyes in the mirror
Reflect disdain, but I don't care.
It'll get me through another day like it always has
Though in my heart, I ache for that wonderful day
When I can discard it forever
انا قرأت كل شيء اني افهم كلمه
هسه هيجي
..
.. بس اعدّي من الحاسوب احس هجيب ملحق بيه 
!!
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